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27 January 2008 @ 10:39 am
wow. its been a while since i posted here.
its pretty much only for one person to read: so you all can ignore it.
he knows who he is...

it was nice talking to you the other day. im about to leave for school.

and i dont know.
coffee one day wouldnt be bad... a walk in some park or something.
we dont have to. i dont know what we'd talk about or anything.

let me know if you got to read this though.
you have my email.
02 August 2006 @ 12:27 pm
i went thrifting again this morning after dropping jeff off at work. bought a new short-sleeved sweater and a(nother) slinky nighty. there is something amazing to me about buying slutty nighties from the thrift-store. of course they are all in awesome condition. that is... until my little beagle decides to jump on me and snag my favorite one, boo... anyway. i went to make coffee this morning and the coffeemaker broke. my parents had me for a reason and that reason is to buy me a coffeemaker (for college) that i can whip out whenever theirs breaks over the summer. so i did and now im drinking coffee.

if you come to my neighborhood be sure to not break any laws. this development is being watched by the law enforcement of calvert county. this means if you tell them you have pot on you they'll just take it and let you go on yr merry way... im jus sayin. but furreals though. cops. they're pretty much up to good around this neck of the woods... so i guess thats okay. just hope they dont come knocking on my door.

anyway. ive got to work at 2 to 10... its wednesday. this day just might be lame. im not gonna lie...
have you seen the movie Grandma's Boy? it kept me laughing... mostly because i watched it with jeff... who i think the movie might be about... its a forshadow of his life, or something like it. ♥

i took my laptop to nick yesterday and we bought it a new harddrive. then we went on a date where i paid for dinner. his steak. this was so i did not have to cook a steak for him in thanks for his good deeds. it really does pay to be pretty good friends with a guy in the GEEK SQUAD.

feeling: cheerfulcheerful
listening_to: the cardigans
15 May 2006 @ 08:02 pm
after talking to kimmi about the whole myspace thing...
we decided it would be ok to sign on and check ONLY
dave's stuff.
it is him :)
i didn't reply though, i thought that would be going too far.
so i guess you can say i caved. but like... i really didnt.
cus like...
i messaged him months ago. and he is just getting back to me.
everything is good right now.
tomorrow is the last day of classes.
and all i have is 1 more.
organic chemistry 1.
last day.
and its going to be review.
off school wednesday (reading day)
2 exams tursday:
-8am organic chem1
-4:15pm earth literacy
1 final paper due monday
-1:15pm honors final essay due
last exam as a sophomore in college
-10:45am ecology final

so its time to study for chem.
i need about a B to get a B maybe??
i doubt it. im feeling a C. :(
but you know what.
thats ok.
feeling: busybusy
listening_to: ani difranco
28 March 2006 @ 07:28 am
this takes forever to load.
its pretty good, a video.
and, maybe i was the last to see it...
i dont really watch tv, at all, so i never really
hear any news about anything.
so, this is an interesting video
about 9/11 theories and stuff.
its over an hour long,
ive been watching it in chunks.
feeling: sleepysleepy
09 March 2005 @ 12:43 am
    This journal is now oficially Friends Only. sorry for the inconvenience! comment to be added... 

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26 February 2005 @ 11:26 pm
To make a long and drawn out story not so long and drawn out, I shall give you this:
Yesterday around 2:30pm, Peter, Perky and I drove just across the bridge to Wawa and met Jen. From there, we got in Jen's car and drove to Frostburg University for the rock show. Okay, this is like a 5 hour ride...we get to the show and rock out. Of course a mosh pit broke out, and I, along with one other brave female with dangly lightening-bolt earrings, decided to jump in with the big boys. We kicked, we punched, we pushed, and made faces and were just as tough as we could be, but they wouldn't really push us back!!! It was a downer, but we had fun!
Something, I guess it was my conscience, told me that I should not go to the show...well, i guess this is why:
Peter, Perky and I were all three under the impression that Jen was going to drive 5 hours back to Salisbury right after the show, 1. because Perky had an 8am Ultimate Frisbee tournament the next morning, 2. because my mother re-scheduled her angioplasty to visit me today... All of the sudden at the show Perky turns to me and tells me that Jen just said that she didn't know what she was going to be doing after the show, she might just stay in Frostburg to go to the hotel afterparty. Then, cutting out some parts, Jen says she is going back to Salisbury, but after we hang out at the party for a while. And, remember I nominated this weekend to be a sober weekend for me... I get to this hotel party and just walk around in the hallways, calling my boyfriend who's phone is either off or out of service... 3:30am rolls around and Jen is in the party room, Peter is somewhere, Perky and I are sitting down in the hallway, sober, and wanting to go home like 2 hours ago... Peter comes out of nowhere and was like "I have been looking for you two...are you ready to leave yet?"
"Yes," we replied. Jen comes out of the room, a little tipsy...Perky begins the drive home. Soooooo tired!!! Then we finally get back to campus this morning, just around 8am. Perky goes to his frisbee tournament, crazy. Peter goes to his building, I go to mine, turn the heat up on full blast and fall asleep in my roommates bed. I wake up this morning afternoon around 12:30/1. Make coffee, and read for hours. I did not make it to the commons today, it was just a day of reading really. And, my mom got sick yesterday, so she couldn't make it to Salisbury today anyway, whoo!
And then, this was tonight:
6:30 rolls around. Peter picks up Jessica and I from our dorm hall (Chester) and then picks up Jackie and Jordan from their rooms (In U.P.!) We are on our way to Peter's house in Pokomoke for a bonfire that his family is having. For some reason, Peter decides to show us a real haunted house... um. this house is down a long driveway that is bordered by old corn fields... mind you--the past few days have been icky with rain and snow... We get to this creepy old white house at the end of this driveway and Peter is like, "Lets go inside" and we are kind of hesitant, but us 4 girls get out of the car with him. "Oh wait, I don't have a flashlight," said Peter... "I'll get one from my house and we'll go in on the way back to school." He went to turn around and leave, but doesn't think that he is going to get stuck in the muddy fields, and well... he gets stuck... for what seemed like 20 minutes, Jordan, Jessica, Jackie and I push the car while Peter is trying to make it go oin reverse... It doesnt budge... not even when we put branches under the tires, not even when we put some old flattened jug under the tires, not even when we put an old wool blazer under the tires to create traction... not even when we were splattered with mud. He calls his dad and Dr.Staubbs came and towed the wagon out of the mushy mud with his friends pick up truck... SUCCESS. Smores, apple cider, baked beans, a bon fire and some fun. We leave the bonfire, in the middle of the woods, where Peter's house is... And we are on our way back to Jackie's apartment. Guess what, I watched part of the movie Dick, with Kirsten Dunst and the girl that played Jen from Dawson's Creek... and stayed sober. Peter dropped me off back at Chester, and then picked up his other friend and went back to Jackie's. And, that was tonight!!!
feeling: draineddrained
listening_to: System of a Down--Shimmy
25 February 2005 @ 01:17 pm
I Want You (Lennon/McCartney)

I want you
I want you so bad
I want you
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad
It's driving me mad

Should I go the the Frostburg Show tonight??? Or, Vegan potluck??? Mommy's coming tomorrow morning... I miss her so much. I need my mommy, I need someone to hold my hand. I hate making my own choices... I am wise though, aren't I?? I'm going to study.
listening_to: Death Cab for Cutie--for what reason
21 February 2005 @ 11:38 pm
Why are the most beautiful days ruined by classes??  This semester I managed to schedule my classes during the most beautiful part of the day, and when I get out of classes for the day, it rains.  The rain is not always so horrible, it can be a beautiful thing.  Jeff and I got caught out in the rain once, and it was scary... purple lightening coming down everywhere, but we had eachother and that was beautiful.  

School is not so bad anymore.  I wake up every morning and look at the picture of Jeff that is posted to my bed post, and then...
I crawl down my ladder, turn on my computer and see Jimmy's face.   My two most favorite guys.   As I look around my room there are pictures of Adam Pait, Monica, Amanda, Rebecca, Nick, Laura,  and my family and my neighbor, Katie...my most favorite girl in the world :-p

Today I walked to the bank in the rain, and it was beautiful, until I realized it was Presidents Day, and the bank was closed... I mailed a tattoo idea to my tattoo artist, my next one is going to be needled in March 22.  I am in such a peaceful mood.  And I am looking forward to a Vegan dinner this Friday, oh what should I bring? 

I made a myspace account yesterday, but I am still confused on how to use it.  
I thought that Jeff and I were together for close to two years, but we are about 4 months shy of it.  Scary?  It might be.  Did I mention me going to England for a semester, or, minimester.... did I mention going to Honduras next winter???  I want to see the world.

In history class tonight, we talked about "reason".  And without reason, there is not much, or, is there too much--chaos...  I like to see the day where there are no longer prejudices.  I like to see the day where people are utilizing their ability to reason. 
feeling: gratefulgrateful
listening_to: Les and Ray, Le Tigre
18 February 2005 @ 12:44 pm
Even if you don't care, this is so you know where I'll be, for all you psychotic stalkers, hehe. What can I say, I love the attention!!!

Friday night Rock Show: Derby Lane, et al. @ the Knights of Columbus; 5:30
Saturday night show: The Eccentrics, et al. @ Coyotes; Seaford, DE
Sunday night: omigod! STUDY STUDY STUDY

It seems that this may be another sober weekend, this is what I need. I had a revelation. I found out that my mind is clearer when I stay sober!!! Alright!

FYI: Berry Bash Soy smoothies from Cool Beans cyber cafe are really good, but they leave blueberry skin and reaberry seeds in yr teeth, and dye yr mouth a slight purply color... Do Not Drink In Public!!!

THE BEATLES lyrics - "Don't Let Me Down"

Don't let me down, don't let me down
Don't let me down, don't let me down

Nobody ever loved me like she does
Oh, she does, yeah, she does
And if somebody loved me like she do me
Oh, she do me, yes, she does

Don't let me down, don't let me down
Don't let me down, don't let me down

I'm in love for the first time
Don't you know it's gonna last
It's a love that lasts forever
It's a love that had no past (Seeking past)

Don't let me down, don't let me down
Don't let me down, don't let me down

And from the first time that she really done me
Oh, she done me, she done me good
I guess nobody ever really done me
Oh, she done me, she done me good

Don't let me down, hey don't let me down
Heeeee, don't let me down

Don't let me down
Don't let me down, don't let me let down
Can you dig it? Don't let me down

plz. manyx's and many o's
feeling: draineddrained
17 February 2005 @ 10:45 pm
All I can hear is a ringing... all that is left in my head from band practice... ((I HEART THE ECCENTRICS!!!))


some people say
my acts and words are to gain attention
none do they know
i am trapped in a suspenseful dimension
i don't know where to go
i am in suspension
so i make a sudden selection
toward my next direction
then i grab that sweet
minty 'death stick' for protection
where i wish for no ones affection
except, my own
this, my final correction:
i'll die trapped alone
but you freak at my resurrection.

what everrrrr. Jeff: fricken call me, GOD!!! boys are so silly!
feeling: blahso fricken BLAH
listening_to: Don't Drink Poison, Le Tigre